Enchanted Mind Wandering Gracefully

Confussion has plagued me all through my life When I am asked what is wrong? I am to scared to say I don't fucking know! Now please go away.... It's not that I'm ungrateful, for the show of concern It's just the intruesion...  From moment to moment, my mind changes course So unless you keep up, please stop and think... If you want my life story, let's share a meal and a drink Otherwise your caring seem shallow and weak It can all feel so empty... Meeting new people is becoming hard for me... I can't help but think... WHat does this fucker need? I am used up and empty, it's just how I feel, It won't last forever... but I need something real. Depression has touched me... And I am not afraid... on the coldest and darkest of days I cry and I grieve knowing this feeling will pass, But I can't help but think its a challenging task Being strong when I'm weak is easy to do, it's when strong acts all weak ,

Something for nothing? Is that what you ask? OH YES... I'm sure it would be easier, if I completed your task. You have no ideas! I'm sorry for your luck!  Why must it fall to others, when you simply, don't give a .... How can I tell you the answer you seek When the question is random, unclear and unique. I can't make you happy, don't expect this from me. do yourself a favour and go work on your Qi I don't understand, they scream over the reply Fraustrated I see red as I ponder, how to comply... With a calmness and ease, I draw a deep breath... Counting to 10, with steady, even, strength  "calm down my sweet darlings, it's going to be ok Simply clean out your ears and hear what I say!" When it all get too much and you can't stand the heat, Remember, we are all just kids, precious and unique!  Trapped in my anger, I cannot create I muct free my mind of this negative phase The emotions I f