The hurtful word

She feels sad and wonders why
no body seems to want her to fly
the hurtful words of someone new
Why is she constantly needing to prove..

It's not so nice hearing constant judgement
She'd like to think that she is nice
once in her head they do not leave
those hurtful words take over with greed

A narcissist is what she heard
she cannot escape this it's so absurd 
why does one word cripple her mind
Brings her down from way up high

Why do they insist in stealing her light
can't find their own in the dead of night?
How can she stop these dark intrusions 
one bad word and she looses her focus

She's taken a beating in her own mind
over and over from the beginning of time
She tries to resist with all her might
but she's now sleepless in the dead of night

I guess she shouldn't complain too much
this poem has lifted her out of the dust
It's got things going in her mind
She's fired up and ready to design....


Reaching out
she's trying her best
nothing has beaten her
well, at least not yet ;) 



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