slamming doors

All the doors are slamming in my face

The cold rain pelts on my back

sliding down a muddy river

no energy to fight back

I'm terrified of what will happen

as so much came undone at once.

Finding positivity in the dark

can be a very frustrating thing

Many others have these struggles

of that I am well aware

fighting the demons in my heart

as I try to swim up stream

I won't cry over spill ed milk

but the whole refrigerator is broken

a number of things start piling up

and I feel drunk on anxiety and discomfort.

Everything will be just fine

i rant over and over in my head

but uncertain feelings stir inside

plaguing me with dread

Uncertainty and fear