Loneliness is not an illusion

Stepping out can be difficult

well it always is for all

but some of us feel invisible

If we are not there it makes no difference at all

But is this an illusion?

A trick on a fearful mind?

I believe there's a lot more to it

Did you really pay attention? last time they said "I'm fine"?

Put yourself in a position

one you find terrifying to you

then imagine those feelings in someone you love

Who is only trying to be true

Loneliness is not an illusion 

It comes from being alone

when something hurts, there's no where to turn

because we didn't follow the rules... 

I believe the world is ever changing

and not everyone fits into squares

Some people want something totally different

and its harder to get when its new

As perspectives and truths are uncovered

you can feel like a giant big ass

Alone in the darkness broken and bruised

Why does my boat only sail at half mast?

I've had such a gifted existence

putting what I thought right on a stool

I had my ideas how all the world ran

but no one around me could see it

That's why I feel so lonely,

its why I fell down in a hole

My life was a lie I was struggling to live

But I persisted and now I can, feel, love and breath

It's amazing when you connect more with nature

but sometimes you feel like a freak

swimming against the current

looks like an unsociable thing..

It's more about wanting to change things

And make a life that is great

When my passion is flowing, I am glowing

Try it, find yours and you'll see what I mean x

At night it's a dark scary alley

but in day light, it springs into life

Beautiful plant life and blue skies

A path of magical delight